Bar's Experience Deconditioning Studying Human Design

Is Human Design Reading/ first exposure to your chart enough?

Is Human Design Reading/ first exposure to your chart enough?

Many times I wondered about that question,but my answer kept being the same – NO!
I know about myself and from watching many others! – Personal Human Design reading is the first exposure of your chart, it is JUST the first step,it is the explosion, it is the first stone, it is the initial jump, but it is only the very beginning of a long transformative radical life changing process!
When I had my first readings I barely can remember half of the things that were said, not because I was not up to it, interested or super open to take in, it was just because it IS a new language, it IS new awareness.

As we came from a not-self world, homogenise’s way of behaviour and thinking – suddenly to see the chart and what it means – it IS mind-blowing! Literally it is the last thing your mind wants!
Even for the “spiritual” people among us, no matter what you know or practice, to own Human Design change takes 7 years, not more and nor less.
So after one reading do you believe you are able to grasp everything? To live your design?
No way.

After a reading the mind is just overwhelmed by the information, knowledge and insights.
And because the mind is stupid it just wants to know more and more, thinking that this will organize the life.
Some you might find yourself reading endlessly about Human Design, spending hours on videos and recordings, but it’s still the mind seeking for an answer. BUT the body has its own timing.
The body knows that it takes time to own its Authority back and it will not be easy.

How can this change?, instead of chasing after information and starting to actually transform?

Only when I started my regular guidance with my Human Design Guide, I was able to understand something through the body because he made me sense, feel, see the knowledge in REAL LIFE, moment after moment while we speak!
Only after I started to offer regular guidance myself, I could see the difference in people’s awareness and behaviour, the people that were committed and graceful to keep on coming back and asking for impact and alignment, only with them I was able to see the radical shift.
Because a guide is explaining and providing the knowledge in a way you could understand and perceive it now.. – because it is a live transmission through vivid conversation, not a silent book that can not answer you! . And the most important thing is that a correct guide will never let you fall by just giving you information because your mind wants that!

Because meeting a person is not like a book or an audio, it’s a transformative frequency that cannot be replaced, that is worth all the money and investment of energy, because it is precise, it is accurate! It is seeing YOU, talking to YOU, talking about YOUR life!
And there is nothing more personal than a Human Design chart.

What can also go wrong?

I also met people that had a first reading, but they went out of it so overwhelmed that they never wanted to come back or went distant from that beautiful practice of Human Design!
They got so scared and confused, and forget why they’re initially attracted to it. What a pity!
I also met people that had a first reading, started to practice and got it all “wrong” because nobody was there to verify with them if they’re on the right track so it’s NOT again their mind taking over the control.

The mind is super powerful, if you think that after a first reading you got it all, and the mind is no longer manipulating your life, I’m sorry to tell you – IT IS still running your life, but now it is just using Human Design to tell you what to do, when and why!
When you stand in front of a correct guide it will immediately detect your level of bullshit , and will throw the mind out of the window. In case you meet a guide that isn’t, it will just put you even more into the trip of information!

I was so naive!

I was so naive to think that everyone that met Human design will invest all their resources energy and time to get properly guided and educated because they don’t want to waste their own time, because they know their life is too precious, and because they know the mind is very powerful so it’s better not to let it be the boss.

I was so naive! To think that people have enough humility to understand that they cannot do it all alone, that they are humble enough to be guided and supported by people that have gone through that process. And know from experience what it takes.
I was so. Shocked and sad to discover that the majority of the people that I met and come to me, are still in that loop – until I tell them my own story until I explain to them what I just explained to you here.
So why do I suggest after saying all of this?
  • Be humble and open to receive.
  • Check with yourself, are you into the knowledge more than you’re into the experience?
  • Invest time, energy, money – to go through a personal transformatio with a guide/s!
Deconditioning Manifestors

Manifestor – Do you know and own your gift? Or are you still locked on the Generator/Projector trip?

Do you know and own your gift?
Or are you still locked on the Generator/Projector trip?

Each Manifestor has a gift to give in this world. Manifestors are almost 9 % on this planet, and it is not for nothing. The Manifestor has something to give which is valuable and has a meaning that the other types can not give – Manifestor is bringing the gift of “ Let’s move, let’s make it happen, let’s create a new path”.
Manifestors are here to bring impact through their unique Design, and this is what I call the Manifestor Gift!
It is YOU – the Manifestor and the way you talk – walk- act – create!
This Gift is your unique perspective on things. It’s your unique depth on things. It’s the unique details. It’s a unique emotion. It’s a unique intuition. It is the unique support. Your unique way of delivering life to others, giving solutions, labelling your perception, labelling how you live this life; and this is impactful.
And it takes consistent daily life changes to prepare this Gift. It takes awareness, time and effort – why?
Because Manifestors are conditioned to be generators and projectors!
Waiting to respond, or waiting to be invited. So either the Manifestor is working like hell, and getting into born outs every few days/ weeks.
Or it is hiding from the world trying to keep small, wishing someone will recognize it.
Do you see the joak?
Why is it a joke? Because the Manifestors learn about themselves the most when they dare and act – from the body! Breaking through, creating something NEW, going out of the ordinary, not waiting for our confirmation to act or speak. The only thing they are waiting for is the inner sign to move.
When they dare to play “big”. To go out into the world. They learn from their Impact – through how others react to their actions and words. Like this they can perceive who they are and how to become more correct and clean.
But if you as Manifestor work yourself off and are too tired to even see, feel what is right to initiate and with whom, you cant see the impact. You can not learn about your unique gift.
And if you as Manifestor hide at home and study as a beautiful projector, you can never know what is really hiding inside you, because only when you deliver you get the echo of your essence.
Not delivering your thing. Your creation. Scary as it may sound.
So, What to do in order to get out of this loop?
Your Manifestor Gift starts with being a Manifestor, acting as ONE.
Not talking about it but actually being still, being quiet for a time and then bam! move,act, say.
Your mind will hate you for that, will blame you, it will try to make you small and unworthy of love, your mind will bring any argument to convince you not to say, not to do, it wants you to stay tinny, sweet generator, nice, loveable.
BUT – you know what? The mind is not here to be your boss.
Second thing is to own your Inner Authority. The thing with Inner Authority is that it pushes you to places that the mind does not like, it is telling you to wait when your mind tells you to act, it is unexpectedly pushed to say, act explosively when you are least expected.
Your inner authority is not calculated, predictable, or logical. If it is – it is your mind.
Third thing, Own the qualities of your channels and profile! You are already gifted through Aura and you are gifted through your Authority. This is a lot already. And then you are gifted through your channels and profile – it is what you have to give to the world. It is the wisdom of your body and the greatness of personality telling a story about life.
Fourth Things. Own your undefined centres, they are your fears, they are the mind that will do everything to keep you as generator or proctor, and of course they will do it with great intelligence and beautiful complex explanation, they will manipulate you not to do, or to do too much. They are so strong and clever and you can even believe they are YOU.
I tell you this after 6 years in the experiment, as a Manifestor, and after meeting on weekly basis Manifestors from all over the world. I am dealing, creating the gift everyday, falling and raising – but not giving up upon what is uniquely mine.
What do I suggest?
*Be well educated about the basics of your chart and its different aspects.

*Meet Manifestos that have gone through that journey.

*Be humble, kind and loving towards yourself on that path – you are not alone.

*Don’t stop trying.